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WORK NOT STRICTLY DONE, BUT NO FURTHER ATTEMPTS WILL BE MADE
WORK NOT STRICTLY DONE, BUT NO FURTHER ATTEMPTS WILL BE MADE
by DF Lewis
Published by Nemonymous
07-13-2007
WORK NOT STRICTLY DONE, BUT NO FURTHER ATTEMPTS WILL BE MADE

First Attempt.

Surprisingly, the sun rose at exactly the time expected. Needless to say, nobody was there to see it rise upon the desiccations of an empty world: streaked with feeble flickering tendrils that, once upon a time, old films suffered. Or dark stages with twitching asides.

The heat was so intense, it would have seemed strange to anyone witnessing this event how small the sun’s orb now appeared, as if the heat itself had shrunk it, rather than the angles of new-fangled incidence.

The streaks seemed like living creatures, waving now and then as tentacles rather than tendrils. Aliens were never plant-like, were they? Aliens were always human-like, even given the fiction of triffids that once plagued imaginations worldwide. But these streaks were not so much life-like as mathematical in the configurations they formed, as if a master mind lay behind the phenomenon. But of course nobody or nothing was there even to see this event, let alone be its master mind.

This first attempt at colonisation of the empty earth thus went unnoticed, fundamentally unrecognised, unrealised even by the colonisers themselves, given the assumption by colonised or coloniser of even the possibility of a concept of colonisation. Concepts needed conceiving, after all. Meanwhile, against the grain of any concept whatsoever, the colonisation of nothing by nobody or vice versa went unrecorded even by these words as well as unrecognised by those reading them.

The sun rose to grow even smaller against the sky’s agony. But it became even hotter, too, judging by the heat burning those not judging it. The deserts were in pain, deserted even by their 'desertness'. Non-being was the greatest pain of all; even inanimate things felt the pain of non-being. Non-being as pain was the most difficult concept of all. Once upon a time, of course, even deserts were part of a life-force, a bio-diversity, a sense of being.

The sun’s tendrils rose, too, besmirching the film that coated past with present, eventually spreading the silhouetted streaks towards a colonisation by contiguous stains.

The first attempt was attempting a last attempt at framing the sun’s theatrical swansong in silent feeble applause. Nothingness would soon swaddle everything come nightfall: so purely dark, the tendrils now simply unseen would then not even be unseen.
http://www.ligotti.net/mp3/Readings/Repository/Work Not Strictly Done - First Attempt.mp3

Above written and published today on this thread.

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By Nemonymous on 07-29-2007
Second attempt

“Don’t look back!”

“How can I look back when that is a human action ... one of turning a human head so as to swivel eyesight upon a new direction ... and there is nothing here (is there?) with a human head to turn. Certainly not me.”

“A non-human animal could look back, or something fictitious such as a fairy or fabled monster could look back.”

“But only if such creatures understood the words ‘Don’t look back’ with a human understanding ... and then they would be human by comparison or implication. A fictitious human is still a human. A human, too, disguised as a fictitious creature is still human.”

“So you are tantamount to being human since not only did you understand the words ‘Don’t look back’, you have responded as a human would respond, despite declaring that you are not human.”

“How can I be human where there is nothing human possible in a non-human world that this is?”

I am human.”

“No, you’re not.”

“Look back then and see! I dare you!”

“Teach me how to look back when I have nothing to look back with!”

“You just need to believe I am human, which will then open the possibility that you are human – thus opening up the idea of humanity being possible to conceive by the existence of a single human being that is me. And once opened up, the chance of there being more than one human alive in this reality creates the chance of many humans existing here. Indeed, perhaps this is how Creation actually works ... by the force of idea...”

“But you told me not to look back.”



The non-human intervention could not be established because this same non-human intervention spread even to the certainty of non-intervention by any human witness whatsoever, whether potentially interventional or not. Indeed, it was a non-human context, a context so complete, so all-enveloping that nobody could even summon up the concept ‘non-human’ – nor summon up the concept ‘inhuman’, because cruelties were widespread without any capability to justify the two words ‘inhuman’ and ‘cruel’ as meaning the same thing. The very acts of non-humanity or inhumanity would no doubt be cruel, but without any pre-conditioned concept of humanity itself necessarily being ‘uncruel’, as there was nobody in existence to make such a pre-condition in favour of humanity.

“Don’t look back!”

The cruel voice was loud, seemed certain...

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'Don't Look Back' written & first published on this thread today.
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Last edited by DF Lewis; 07-29-2007 at 08:23 AM..
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By Nemonymous on 07-29-2007
Third attempt

“Don’t look back!”

“How can I look back? I have no head to turn. You're being cruel, telling me not to do something it is impossible for me to do in any event!”

“Don't look back!”

“But only someone with a head can hear ‘Don’t look back’! It's pointless as well as cruel for you to tempt me in this way. I am unable to hear you say it, as I have no head with which to hear."

"You must have heard it as you just repeated it."

"But there are no heads anywhere in this world ... to hear or to speak."

"I have a head."

“You can't have.”

“Look back then and see! I dare you!”

“Teach me, then, how to look back when I have nothing to look back with!”

“You just need to look back to see my head existing as a prerequisite to having recognised yours and you will see how to turn it by seeing me turn my own.”

“But you told me not to look back.”



The non-head intervention could not be established because this same non-head intervention spread to infect even the possibility of any human head as a witness whether interventional or not. Indeed, it was a non-head context, a context so complete, so all-enveloping that no head could even summon up the concept human to bear the head upon its shoulders – nor summon up the concept inhuman. The very creation of headlessness would no doubt be inhuman, excluding any chance of humanity itself avoiding inhumanity, as there was no head in existence to understand the need to avoid it.

“Don’t look back!”

"Thanks! Not cruel or inhuman, after all, thus to encourage me onward. You must love me a lot."

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'Don't Look Back' (2) written & first published on this thread today
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By Nemonymous on 07-31-2007
Fourth attempt

The head rose at exactly the time expected. Needless to say, no other head was there to see it rise upon the desiccations of an empty skull that may have once served as internal-prop for any head: streaked with feeble flickering hairs that, once upon a time, old films suffered. Or dark stages with twitching asides.

The head was so headful, it would have seemed strange to any other head witnessing this event how small the head now appeared, as if the head had shrunk itself by beings so intensely concentrating towards a pinprick of perfection as a head.

The head's hair seemed made up of living creatures, waving now and then as tentacles rather than hairs. Heads were never plant-like, were they? Heads were always human-like, even given the fiction of bodiless, humanless heads that once plagued imaginations worldwide. But of course no other head was there even to see this event, let alone rationalise, reconcile these hairs as a head's.

The many attempts at colonisation of the head thus went unnoticed, fundamentally unrecognised, unrealised even by the head itself, given the assumption of even the possibility of a concept of headness. Concepts needed conceiving, after all. Meanwhile, against the grain of any concept whatsoever, the colonisation of nothing by nobody or vice versa went unrecorded even by these words as well as unrecognised by those reading them.

The head rose to grow even smaller when compared to the skull's infinite agony as misplaced headprop. And the head became even headier, too, judging by these thoughts it now contained. The prop was in pain, unpropped even by its proper propness. Non-being was the greatest pain of all; even inanimate things felt the pain of non-being. Non-being as pain was the most difficult concept of all. Once upon a time, of course, even props were part of a life-force, a bio-diversity, a sense of being, a yearning to prop their own versions of headship.

The head’s hair rose, too, besmirching, as strands, the film that coated past with present, eventually spreading the silhouetted cilia of themselves towards a colonisation by dyes and dyeing.

This latest attempt was attempting what it thought to be a first attempt at framing the head’s theatrical soliloquising between the lightly flapping ears of applause, propping it with an actorly business of artefacts necessary for realism. Nothingness would soon swaddle everything come nightfall: so purely dark, the hairs would then not even be differentiated between their own existence and the existence of eyes that had lids with lashes even thicker sown than the head of hair itself.


Above attempt written and published today on this thread.

WORK NOT DONE
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Last edited by DF Lewis; 07-31-2007 at 10:58 AM..
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By Nemonymous on 08-01-2007
Fifth attempt

“Don’t look back!”

The head rose at exactly the time expected and uttered its imperative. Needless to say, no other head was there to hear it rise upon the scratchy desiccations of an empty silence that may have once served as internal conversation for any head: streaked with feeble flickering hairs that, once upon a time, old films suffered. Or dark stages with twitching asides: an aside-to-self which this imperative of sound or black static happened to be.

“How can I look back?" the head asked itself, evidently believing it was not a head at all, certainly not ahead of any conversational outcome. "I have no head to turn. You're being cruel, telling me not to do something that it is impossible for me to do in any event!”

The head was so heedful, it would have seemed strange to any other head hearing its servile attitude to itself; indeed, the head was shrinking towards a tiny
focus of concentration as a heedful head. Heading towards a single cell of pointed headness.

“Don't look back!” it repeated, with an increasing high-pitched whistle.

The head's hair now seemed made up of living shrieking creatures, waving as wiry plottings of graphic equalisers rather than hairs. Heads were never just noise, were they? Heads were always made of bone and flesh, even given the screeching friction of bodiless, humanless heads that once plagued late-night listeners to medium wave. But of course no other head was there even to hear this event, let alone rationalise, reconcile these hairs as a head's sounds.

“But only someone with a head can hear ‘Don’t look back’! It's pointless as well as cruel for you to tempt me in this way. I am unable to hear you say it, as I have no head with which to hear."

"You must have heard it as you just repeated it."

"But there are no heads anywhere in this world ... to hear or to speak."

"I have a head."

“You can't have.”

“Look back then and see what you hear! I dare you!”

“Teach me, then, how to look back when I have nothing to look back with!”

The many attempts at colonisation of the head by conversation went unnoticed, fundamentally unrecognised, unrealised even by the head itself, given the assumption of even the possibility of a concept of headness or of scary bouts of loud skull-grinding music creating dizziness or plain headiness. Concepts needed conceiving, after all. Meanwhile, against the grain of any concept whatsoever, the colonisation of nothing by nobody or vice versa went unrecorded even by these words as well as unrecognised by those hearing them. Or speaking them.

“You just need to look back to see my head existing as a prerequisite to having recognised yours and you will see how to turn it by seeing me turn my own.”

“But you told me not to look back.”

The head rose to grow even smaller when compared to the infinite agony of misplaced head-turning or head-turning-in-upon-itself. And the head became unheard, too, judging by these silences it now contained. Non-being was the greatest silence of all; even inanimate things felt the pain of silence. Silence as pain was the most difficult concept of all. Once upon a time, of course, even silences were part of a life-force, a bio-diversity, a sense of being, a yearning to pretend they heard things from within their own versions of headship.

The non-sound intervention could not be established because this same non-sound intervention spread to infect even the possibility of any human head as a listener to sounds in mockery of human conversation. Indeed, it was a non-head context, a context so complete, so all-enveloping that no head could even summon up the concept human to bear the head upon its shoulders – nor summon up the concept inhuman. The very creation of headlessness would no doubt be inhuman, excluding any chance of humanity itself avoiding inhumanity, as there was no head in existence to understand the need to avoid it.

The head’s hair rose, too, besmirching, as strands, the silent film that rattled past the spindles, eventually spreading the wiry silhouettes of themselves towards a colonisation by scratching.

“Don’t look back!” The voice was staccato as if, by inference, made by the strains of death. Nothing inferred, though, as nothing implied.

This latest attempt was attempting what was thought to be a first attempt at igniting the head’s own theatrical soliloquising between the lightly flapping ears of applause, propping it with an actorly business of artefacts necessary for realism. Nothingness would soon swaddle everything come nightfall: so purely dark, the hairs would then not even be differentiated between their own existence and the existence of ears that had lids like eyes had lids lashed by sights and sounds even thicker sown towards an eternal tinnitus to the nth power of migraine.

"Don't look back!"

Followed by the anger of silence.



Above last attempt written and published today on this thread.

WORK NOT STRICTLY DONE, BUT NO FURTHER ATTEMPTS WILL BE MADE.

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By Spotbowserfido2 on 08-01-2007
Re: WORK NOT STRICTLY DONE, BUT NO FURTHER ATTEMPTS WILL BE MADE

Mr. Lewis,

Your attempts at refining "Attempts" has given us fascinating reading. A couple of days ago, I thought that "Fun with Your New Head" would be an ideal title for your serial/ongoing revision. Alas, the title has already been used by Thomas M. Disch. Nevertheless, it's a shame that you and I can't conveniently meet at the Gnarled Conch or another pub of your personal choice. We could sink our heads into the pints, and in the morning, invoke the names of powerless gods as we braid the hair of dogs into tiny effigies of the offended. Just a thought...

Hungover in advance,
Rover
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By Nemonymous on 08-02-2007
Re: WORK NOT STRICTLY DONE, BUT NO FURTHER ATTEMPTS WILL BE MADE

Thanks, Rover, the ambition of my stories above was to narrate events without any human content whatsoever. I failed bcause they were written by me. But essentially I may be my own fiction, in which case they suceeeded. Of course, that would still allow someone like you to be a witness, even the narrator.

A past work was a prologue by hindsight: 'Sweltering Soliloquys':http://expressblogs.com/blogs/index...._ID=Simonymous

See you in the Gnarled Conch one day for a bowl or two.
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By G. S. Carnivals on 08-02-2007
Re: WORK NOT STRICTLY DONE, BUT NO FURTHER ATTEMPTS WILL BE MADE

Rover certainly has a gnarled consciousness!
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